so damn hurt.fucking emo

fuck it.

chee bai.

i just feel like screaming.

i wanna scream.

tear my lungs apart.

first, you. friend. chee bai.

i know u cant stand me.

i cant stand you either.

i wish we both dun see each other for good.

damn you. spoil my day.

why? pretty ah? chio ah?

kns.

you are just a LCB la.

get fucked and be gone.

i dun wanna know you.

the more i do,the more i detest.

MAYBE! you hate me to the core too.

i do hope you can find someone to your liking next time.

i am so useless and i do know.

like a sissy, like a kid.

fine.thats me.BUT,

i always wanted myself to be more like a man.

is it me or others?

how i treat others and what do others treat me as?

GALS?

FUCK YOU LA.

i knw my problems too.

can a jab of men's hormones help?

if they DO, let me knw asap.

thank you.

THEN, it was work.( or HELP OUT, i always named it)

NICE.STRESSED.

working
sat 10-8pm
sun 2.30-8pm

and next week i have to help aft sch too.

cant i just spent my sch days DOING ONLY SCH WRK?

wasnt that SUPPOSE TO BE?

i dun think it is sth difficult.but i am giving myself stress.

why?expectations.

all of my projects(MP, MCOM, NETSEC, WEBDEV) grpmate.

thankyou.

if werent all of you, i wun be stress.

some of you just think that i should do the wrk.

i dunno what to say.

just felt unfair now.

BITCHES AND BASTARDS.

that really goes well with who i really am.

i do realise i HAD NEVER TREATED A HUMAN AS a FRIEND.

and ofcos, neither do i have a FRIEND that IS my FRIEND.

so, the bottomline is, i am getting hell out of here.

here i go to commit suicide.

`cya