m a t h m a d n e s s

i took the exam at 230.kind of fluck that coz later then i realise i had did a grave mistake.nvm abt that,i am already preparing for sub papers.lets hope i could qualify for subs.went to SGH to visit my grandfather(mum's dad).well it's like this.Years back,when my mum was still a child,her dad betrayed her mum.he gt another woman out there and had a child.as the oldest child in the family,my mum took up great responsiblity to take care of her 4 young brothers.4 Brothers..they cry when mum is not yet back at night,fight over toys...everything.typical childish behaviour.later they divorced.from then her dad rarely came to look for us.my mum did not like him too much.but i guess she din hate him either.Years later,now he is dignosed with colon cancer.Doctors told him that if he is to undergo operation,chances of recovery is slim and he might not make it through the operation.he has choosen to wait.For miracle maybe.A faithful believer of buddism...relied on tailsmen .Pinned his hope on that to relief him.He gt a bloated stomach and puffy harden legs.He's a stranger to me...for 16 years at least.when i look back into the past while i fliped through the photo album,he's ... ...*what to say?*... ...Long lost grandfather and now?...losing him soon...when will it be? no idea. L E T ' S W A I T & S E E.