Whao!...i've been so ...dunno how to describe too...poor english vocabulary...but the point that i want to say is that i 've been living day by day doing nth that is meaningful...till yesterday...i sort of got hold of my own life...every now and then i will feel lost and dunno wad to do...i muz ont let laziness take control of me!!!hmmm...juz then realise that we all had started to leave each other...not needing the usual group of friends any more... doesnt matter, does it? we all have learnt to leave everything behind to walk into new lease of life...as and when...i will remember the days we had...i missed them...but i have to go...someday, that is.....i am still learning to stand alone,blending into my grp of poly frnds...i had joined a few clubs...i- hub, engineering studies club, going to TPSU sub -com soon...and i am the class rep for my cls...pretty heavy huh?...but i like it this way...these activites occupy me and colour my poly life...it helps me to forget the loneiness that i had...know more people in this world is good...isnt it?At least when u leave...[ARGHHH!!!!!!!!!Dunno LARH!!!!]
I longed for a new relationship....it's been a long time...i want to be love and love someone else...but...in poly...friends are those who will say hi to you when met...and that's all...i dun even have a chance to know someone well...before getting the gal...i dun wanna be a bastard in love....if i would force myself to love someone now...and later telling her that i dun like her really....would'nt that be terrible?So whar am i suppose to do?haiz....let sit down and stare at the starry sky and wait for my love to arrive....
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