i saw a baby.
and his dad.
they were having fun.
when will i have mine?
what shld i call him?
will i be a good dad?
how my dad had brought me up?
is it good?
is it bad?
anyway i still thank him.
for EVERYTHING.

对自己诚实。
不否认对你的情，
但我们又了解对方多少？

我口口声声说要多认识彼此，
却不去制造机会，
事情会有转机吗？

makes the most noise.

i felt like i am a veggie.
cant help clem in anyway.
he's figuring out the code,
i am figuring out his code.

sitting there staring blank.
can life hit for the better?
i would prefer more drawing
and designing done rather than
all these programming.

真的不想知道结果会是什么。
也不想去想。
应为自己已不能分辨爱与情。
是美丽的爱情吗？
是单纯的友情吗？

谁都不想拿爱情来开玩笑。
当然包括我在内。
我不想受伤害，
也不想去伤害。

我的问题很大。
对于爱情，
我拿不起，也放不下。

通常都是再三考虑后，
放弃表白的念头。

好不容易陷入爱河，
却会应为我的占有欲，
坏了一切的美好。

当爱情走到了尽头，
我又会舍不得放手。

*我的心像天空就好了，那你一抬头就能看透我的心。

hi all,
mr crappy is here again.
they say we shldnt write everything in blogs.
but i cant help it.

anyway, here goes
i dun deny that i am not BAD looking.
not GOOD looking either.
some may envy.
i may not be DAMN rich,
yet i am not as broke.
some may envy.
i may be good in talking,
okay in studies.
some may envy.
i may have alot,
i may not.
some envy that too?

my point is, i understand that ppl do compare.
but before u do that, i wanna confess sth.
dun compare with me. i am more willing to give in.
reason being i am not perfect. i lose too.

for example, u thot that i am a blessed guy,
with car , cash, and alot of everything else,
i am telling you. i lose out still.

family.
if u had good relationship wif parents,
i envy that.
if ur parents had a good relationship,
i envy that even MORE.

tell me u understand what the furk i saying.

even i had the whole world under my feet,
i dun have a family, i am nothing.

till this day, i cant simply understand.
how can 2 person that vowed to love each other,
no matter if that he's sick or old,
under the eyes of the god,
could go back on their words.

so wad's marriage? a piece of paper.
they treat marriage like child's play.
they acting like children.
react like children.
handle their problems like us.
avoid, escape, denial.

like wad APEL had touched on.
_wad is love_
i guess many cant ans that qns.
cos we are constantly finding out.
even my parents are working their sums.

studies

i guess i do have a high possibility of
attaining As for both OrgCom and ArtsAppr.
and YAH, from this u can tell,
my forte isnt my course core subject,
rather, anything else than that i score.
is it WTH~.life goes on.

extra-
i leart to be on my own when no one was there for me.
everyone has their own problems, why shld u bother them,
and why would they bother to care about you?
sounds pessimistic.
maybe i am.

if oni i knew the e way to communicate.
why wasnt i scared when presenting?
why cant i step past the barrier?
let's make it happen.
i dunno wad u are thinking now.
but things arent as bad.
i am just letting it to be free.
kind of starting anew.
dun dwell on it.tok it out if you must.
tok to me is the best.
i will be waiting for the phone to ring~
_cos_there's_sth_in_e_way_u_look_at_ME

i slpt at 3.30am on sunday.
so ytd, which was mon morning..
i was feeling like SHAO WEI.
quoting from clement,
that meant i'm feeling like shyt too.

sneezing the whole day.
hope that was someone thinking of me,
not cursing.james joked that i'll
bcome ruddolf.red nosed~that PY~
ohhhhopppps~lolx.

i cant seems to rn the prog that angel
sent me,so i cant retrieve the photos
taken on sean's bd.nth much actually?
lolx.cos we just gave him the present
and took him to kovan hawker centre eat
durains~lolx.

the photos from christmas celebration~
me holding on to cody koh ah bee~
awee~so cute dog.and kept bitting me!
Elisa and her AH BEE~
the "drunk" gal.thats champagne nia~
Jane and I posing beside the christmas tree.
The presents!those in the striped bag are those i gave out!
while we are at the church~

how we take this pic?use 1 of the metal stands that says no entry found in construction sites to hold the camera.lolx.

wah, TUNA CAN situation.so squeezy~

this 2 acting like bitches.got potential?loxl.nice one!

model model~we doing photo shoot in a chruch!lolx.so nice~

i felt like blogging sooo much.
but i rarely find time to do these days.
project and revisions.
enjoy soccer and jokes.
damn nice class.
kbox event coming soon
ask kelvin for date and details!

o.O.OMG
Jason sent me a email.
the title named -Wa Dam Accurate.
i think i've done the test before.
didnt expect its still circulating ard.

so the email reads as follows-

write numbers 1-11 on the left of a piece of paper.

number 1 and 2,
indicate two numbers of your choice.
(maybe your fav number)

number 3 and 7,
names of opposite sex.

Number 4, 5, 6, anyone's name
(family or friend's name)

Number 8, 9 , 10 ,11,
four song titles.

then make a wish.

IF U WANNA DO THIS TEST, STOP SCROLLING.
START IT ON A PAPER BEFORE MOVING ON.

really, get a paper to do it before you scroll on.

My Answer Sheet
no.1 -69
no.2 -25
no.3 -Wen Qi
no.4 -Youngest Sister
no.5 -Elder Sister
no.6 -Dad
no.7 -***
no.8 -Beautiful
no.9 -Lian Ai Pin Lv 恋爱频率
no.10 - Tian Hei Hei 天黑黑
no.11 - Kai Shi Dong Le 开始懂了

http://www.purevolume.com/punkd1
listen to the song-Beautiful.

THE OUTCOME?---here goes
no.1 is your lucky number.
no.2 is the number of person u had to sent this email.
no.3 is the one u love.
no.7 is the person u like BUT your relationship cant work.
no.4 is the person u cared the most.
no.5 is the person who knows u very well.
no.6 is your lucky star.
no.8 song matches person in no.3
no.9 song matches person in no.7
no.10 song that tells most abt your mind.
no.11 song abt how u feel abt life.

i like the number 69,cos its cancer symbol.
i must say,no.3 has the most impact on me.
cos is my first love.
no.7 is also damn accurate, the song matches to her too.
i personally linked her with that song.
no.4, and 5 are also very true.
plus those no.10 and no. 11 are also true!

i conclude, 7/10 acuuracy.
there's always a probability that i might
change my mind and to write other things,
other people, other number.yet i did.
i still thinks its so funny to spot on my thots.
kind scary to me.

i still did watched the fireworks.
but i watched it at somewhere special.

on CHURCH ROAD.
in THE CAR.
on DRIVER'S SEAT.
in ROAD JAM.

so the countdown goes.
and i am still in the car.
lucky me, dad and weizhong.
the piece of sky infront of us lit up.
the fireworks blast up in the dark night.
sound of car horn went off. and i joined in.
whole road was blasting their's tooooooooo.
it was to celebrate the brand new year.
it does'nt matter even though
Traffic Police is just beside us!
watched the 9 min of sparkle went off like that.

if i had'nt wished you yet, here goes

HAPPY new year for 2007.
WISH you had everything going your way.