hi all,
mr crappy is here again.
they say we shldnt write everything in blogs.
but i cant help it.
anyway, here goes
i dun deny that i am not BAD looking.
not GOOD looking either.
some may envy.
i may not be DAMN rich,
yet i am not as broke.
some may envy.
i may be good in talking,
okay in studies.
some may envy.
i may have alot,
i may not.
some envy that too?
my point is, i understand that ppl do compare.
but before u do that, i wanna confess sth.
dun compare with me. i am more willing to give in.
reason being i am not perfect. i lose too.
for example, u thot that i am a blessed guy,
with car , cash, and alot of everything else,
i am telling you. i lose out still.
family.
if u had good relationship wif parents,
i envy that.
if ur parents had a good relationship,
i envy that even MORE.
tell me u understand what the furk i saying.
even i had the whole world under my feet,
i dun have a family, i am nothing.
till this day, i cant simply understand.
how can 2 person that vowed to love each other,
no matter if that he's sick or old,
under the eyes of the god,
could go back on their words.
so wad's marriage? a piece of paper.
they treat marriage like child's play.
they acting like children.
react like children.
handle their problems like us.
avoid, escape, denial.
like wad APEL had touched on.
_wad is love_
i guess many cant ans that qns.
cos we are constantly finding out.
even my parents are working their sums.
studies
i guess i do have a high possibility of
attaining As for both OrgCom and ArtsAppr.
and YAH, from this u can tell,
my forte isnt my course core subject,
rather, anything else than that i score.
is it WTH~.life goes on.extra-i leart to be on my own when no one was there for me.everyone has their own problems, why shld u bother them, and why would they bother to care about you?sounds pessimistic.maybe i am.if oni i knew the e way to communicate.
why wasnt i scared when presenting?
why cant i step past the barrier?
let's make it happen.
i dunno wad u are thinking now.
but things arent as bad.
i am just letting it to be free.
kind of starting anew.
dun dwell on it.tok it out if you must.
tok to me is the best.
i will be waiting for the phone to ring~
_cos_there's_sth_in_e_way_u_look_at_ME