well.
end of the year already.
no point looking back.
but.
somethings i wanna say.

i regret being lazy.
i regret being implusive.
i regret being too passive.
i had already categorised it as a crush.
why did i made that implusive move when she
mention her pleasent feelings towards me?
although i regret...but i no longer think it matters.
for the new year, i will be the old self but refreshed.
i really do hope that we could still be friends. juz frnds.

My resolution for the year 2007

Be a better and happier
man.

watching fireworks without the class.
i must say.it does feel strange.

thank you elisa and jane for asking me
有没有女朋友？de qns.but ...its not the same.

thank you james for alot of sch wrk and KBox events.

thank you for the Genting Trip.

thank you everyone that has celebrated my BD
with me.be it billy bombers， at kovan MAC
watching WorldCup'06 or the Marina South
SteamBoat.

thank you for all the MJ sessions i had this year.

thank you for the Christmas Party.

thank you for all the presents i've received.

thank you for being my project members.

thank you for asking me out.

thank you for all the compliments.

thank you for all those negative ones too.

thank you for being who you are.

thank you for being there.

thank you for being my friend.

thank you.

you.

still my friend in year 2007.

Happy new year everyone.
i mean happy.
real happy.
be happy.
happy.

rain rain rain
i know rain coming.
but do you have to keep reminding us?
last time was 48hours.
how long it gonna last this time?

watched drama WHOLE day.
nice.nice.nice.
although 飞轮海 cant sing that well,
they do good in drama.
juz fell in love with them.
and i have to admit even though it sounds
GAY.

had been skipping from my responsibility today.
cant be helped.i din do my wrk.
how to ans?... ...18 yrs of life,
the bad blood still runs in my lines.

photos wun be here.
they are flying in from overseas.
i mean they will take a long time.
lolx.elisa!

A nice christmas.Spent it with TBT.
although Angeline isn't there with us,
it's still fun though.

We went to elisa's hos and i saw her doggie~
aweeeeee.可爱~Cody Koh Ah Bee.lol
den i ate dinner at her hos, ltr head to church.
attended the MASS.hmm.know abit more abt
the religion.Then we took...lots of ah siao photo.
machiam modelling shooting xia~haha.

on the way back eli's hos was crazy.
we sang PRI and SEC sch songs.
yet we cant rmb and link them into
'Heal the world'...lolx
then a recall on the songs we sang
for mass during schooling days.

back at eli's hos we gave out presents.
aweeee~so sweet of them.
they DO the presents de lo.
effort is there.is NICE de lo.
thankz.really love TBT alot.

ltr they watch movie, i slp.
cos need to help dad the next day!
yet i woke up late. dad was hoping mad.
then, bcos i din go back hm to bathe,
my dad ask me to drive hm in the aftnn.
Go wash up then go back. WHOOOO~
lolx.1st time drive ALONE.
alone on the car made me think.
sth came on my mind.

i felt that i'm so 厉害。
felt like a man.
suddenly i felt that i shld take up responsibilities.
i' m a grown up. isn't it?

then, on the childish side...
i can drive too.
you can sit my car instead of his.
back then, i was so jealous of him.
can drive and have you as GF.
then when i was asked to sit his car...
my mind was like $#$*@&#&.
lolx.well, it was just a thot.

before i forget, MERRY Christmas~

photos coming ltr... ... ... ... ...

today while i was helping out at the Stall,
this following scenario happened.

问：要纸带吗？
答：我还钱了。
问：这里喝，还是带走？
答：我的。

tell me what u understand from this.
this man did not ans to my qns.wth.
maybe he din hear me, but wad kind of
ans was that? wad he ASSUMED i asked?

then, there are ppl i cant stand.
they will order Chrysanthemum Drink.
but when they do it in chinese, i feel like
telling them off.

问：巨花一罐。
答：哦。

yah~next time when u order a drink,
plz, plz mean what u say~
i really feel like getting some Huge Flower Drink
for them instead of Chrysanthemum Drink.=P

then i saw this article in Mens' Health.
it wrote "12 Resolutions To Keep For 2007"
No.8 was :

STOP SURFING PORN

"For one thing, it's illegal. But more importantly,
sex with a soft, sweet-smelling and totally
real women is far more enjoyable than an imaginary
Japanese schoolgirl. Go out and get some."

LOLs.true.i guess so.
but as if girls are THAT easy to hook.
if they are, there will be no more virgins?!
it just sounds so easy, yet?the fact isn't right?
considering putting that resolution in
my list of Resolutions AGAIN.lol.
i tried that last yr, but it was too tempting~

then when i was at the NSRCC ytd,
i saw my Sec4 Maths teacher Ms Tan.
She's Married! whoo...so happy for her~
such coincidence. as she left, she sent me a SMS.
i called her earlier on the phone. she din pick up.
after the dinner, she replied. so happy~lolx
she still remembers me!!!

kinda tired already.sick of myself being such a lazy bum.
wished that there's inner control within me.
knew wads wrong yet i kept indulging.wth.
gonna get a new life.life's good for me.
just that i've not been serious about life.
time to get serious.i am serious.seriously.

editing previous entries.
compiling photos soon.

yes TT is over.song bo~
its enjoy time.
MJ, Swim, Run, Skate, Blade and K`

Back from Macau for 2 days already.
not much ppl cared to ask.
well, expected lah.
anyway, living in my new world now.
i wanna say that the old me is dead.
i jumped off the Macau tower.
233meters.
pictures coming up.
the new me suppose to forget you.
yet, the useless brain of mine...
had a dream last night.
dreamt of you looking for me in Macau.
You said something and i would'nt forget.
It was sweet and lovely.
Too bad i woke up.
Dreams are still dreams.
They Never Come True.

So...when ppl are studying, i am having fun.
therefore, i don't expect good grades.
i wished someone can push me in doing work.
i find no motivation.
if only there's cure for laziness.
Java n IA sure buang badly.
i can sense it.
i start to feel that i'm a loser.
i set the goals and i am drifting away from it~

WOW.more ppl know my blog!
adn they start to visit here more often.
lol.kelvin, kit and sw...sudden interest.
omg, this blog wld soon be the gossip centre.

anyway, its my fault to post sw's photos up.
they smear my blog's reputation.haiz.
now it's labelled by kelvin.
it's a porn web.lol
sw.u so poor thing.tsk tsk.
but my blog so suae.
i have to blame myself.

just finished my Arts Appreciation performance today.
phew~finally its over. Glad that Mrs Hernie said...
she liked ours~~~wooooWOOOO WOOOOOOO....
thanks to my grp members.i love them.
frankly, i thot we wld'nt make it a success.
but the results proved me wrong.ohhh.
that's such a encouragement.yes~~~
Mrs Hernie also said my grp got ard a B+ or A.
0_0 @_@ >.<
den i gt back my own reflection assignment.
16/20.a whopping 20% worth and i gt 16%.
how i wished that java was like this?
i NEVER saw a cross in my assignment.
felt so right~so good.
nth is wrong, cos thats our opinion.
i loved it. thats wad i loved abt art.
no right and no wrong.
u made art, u gave it ur own meaning.

i want A for AA.
i want B for W.
i want B for J.
i want B for IA.
i want B for AMC.

leave me to alone.
time to lick my wounds.
things shld'nt have turned out this way.
i wished i hadnt done that.
cos feelings were dead.
u picked them up.
now what.
really fucked up.
cos its like i try to laugh.
have fun.
deep inside.nvr happy.
its sth down there.
it just feels not right.
they were right.
love hurts.
why i feel so miserable ..
when i even have'nt LOVED yet?
gosh.soon i will get sick.
surely not love-sick.
i am sick of love.

爱情让人伤心痛苦，人却又拼了命去爱。