wz sat my car this morining.
my first drive to school.
last night had a parking lesson frm dad.
pretty bad.keep parking out of the lot.
this means i still suck at it.
who's next on my list to fetch.
i really wish u are next.
hopfully it would be?
lol.sounds so romentic lah...
blah blah and blah...
sean say my approach scare ppl off.
okie dokes. wad if i dun do anything?
then gals will like"wah lau, be like a man and
do sth lei..wads the meaning of this?"
isn't that true?hmmm.Venus and Mars.
they clash to be together.


wad can a man do to wake up his mind?
i guess my mind hasnt been clear these days.
i couldnt think of how and what i want to do.
the approach?solution?conversations?
urgh.feeling up and down.
my closest frnds have guessed it.
yah lah.u guys pro lo.
bingo lo.
win liao lo.lol
thanks for everyone's encouragement.
it's just so good to have frnds ard u.
esp when they LIKE GOSSIPS....
1st hand news ah~lol...
cassanova?i treat u roti prata lah~

i passed.
finally free.
tired now.
what a week.
urgh, let me slp.

6 roses represents 'i want to be yours'
i hope u liked it.

another sunday.
tiring sunday.
its gonna be a brand new monday.
i really hope things will go fine.

what a nice song, isn't it?

i wanted to get a blog skin that allows
me to type chinese.thats more like me...
i always use chinese to express.and i think i'll
do better expression using chinese.

anyway, do gals treat all guys equally?
or do they treat some of them better?
and how do we tell that they are just merely
concern by a friend and not concern bcos of love?
i know gals like to be caring, nice and popular.
who doesnt right?
but guys do mistake your caring and concern
for some other intentions.
den when we express..u would say we think too much.
oh..what a joke.love is making fun of everyone.
By the way.u made me feel good yesterday.
22/11/06.sweet.

finally found time to blog
yet i found nothing in my head.

lets start with Arts Appreciation cls
that i've been attending.well...
its interesting alright.but...
now things gonna get complicated
cos we are supposed to either write a
script or use some other orginal ones,
and edit them...plus...to act the script
OUT.
its omg omg omg omg omg in my head.
lolx...cos its no gonna be easy.i hope i can
enjoy this.

now that i've thought for abit...
i do always feel that people ard me...
thinks that i don't study.
some guesture and body language tells me so.
maybe i am wrong.still observing though.

java isnt as complicated as it seems.
i need more revision and i am weak at
logic.i am trying.might be slow...but i am trying
plz dun hit me back to the corner.
it takes huge courage to step out.
its no easy feat.i guess it applies to all fears.

i hope i can change people's bad impression abt me.

study,help-out.
study,help-out.
study,help-out.
study,help-out.
study,help-out.
study,help-out.
relax,project and revise.
this is my week.


i went back to school with clement and szeloon.
thought sch dun open on sunday.THEY DO.
yah.its a sunday alright.a good fine sunday.
we had to do project instead.argh~sentosa.
i miss you.i want to tan and swim.
volley and kick the sand.
now its study and sch.
nothing else more.
driving test soon.
how to cope.. .. ..
hell knows.

kit is now a reader of my blog.
muz be careful of what i type.
i realise alot of ppl like to gossip.
and they anyhow 'pom'.lol..
thats how misunderstanding come about.
isn't that true, kit?

we saw this spider while walking to busstop.
eeeek.TP is no longer a safe place.It's big.

when will i be happy as a kid?
and again, its good to know frnds
Care.
thats concern.
i still ponder.
hope things get better.
dun gosip behind my back.

it has been a struggle for me.
its not easy being ard with elites.
fine.u think its funny,u think its nothing.
FUCK YOU.
deep inside me.i was struggling.
when the whole world don't wait for you,
what will you do?
i thot of give up and take my leave.
on the second thot,that wounld'nt solve the prob.
see?cant?cant tell?whats wrong?
u guys think i leech?
u guys think i noob?
u guys think i am weaker?
u guys think.again.
wait till one day u need me again.
suckers.u all dun help.
walk ard.proud with your finished assignment?
good.u better be.
i know i sound jealous.
i AM.u guys are smart.i dun deny.
but words and actions do hurt.
i am a sensitive barstard.
i wonder for how long mre i can last.
maybe tml, a week or two?
i am not competitive kind of person.
i dun have that characteristic in me.
i dun expect myself to do that...
i dun like stiff and harsh competition.
sometimes i wanna share my story with u guys.
but i nvr did find the chance to start.
i nvr felt safe with this grp.
i ponder.did i made the right choice?
was i stupid to choose this path?
someone has criticised about me in this way.
was he right?i do really feel the pressure on me.
like a kid struggling in a cls of A class students.
next time, dun make it sound that u guys
are so damn good and i am just a add-on or
a kind of side dish to go along.
if u do appreciate my accompany,
TREAT me equally.
and btw,if werent for my stupidity...
u guys wun outshine me.
i made u guys looked good...IDIOTS.