`kakakahki

DEDICATED TO :
SEAN,KRYSTLE and WEIZHONG.
I had fun last nite.We were suppose to meet at bugis.But i cant make it.they suggest Hougang.We were suppose to EAt supper together,instead they went to playground.then we chitchat.discuss lots of stuff.we had lots to talk abt.nvr ending~we fooled ard.played wads in the playgrnd.so different frm wad we use to play during childhood days.there was this circular turning thingy..wz and sean eventually hold their hands and then try to walk on it.they keep wobbling..krys say mahchiam they ard dancing...shake until dunno like wad...duh~haha...then while she's looking at them,she sat on the swing and topple over~whahaha.funniest 'live' video i've ever seen.Guess wad.i laughed like i've nvr laugh before.real happiness.real smile and laughter.It's so fun with u guys.I nvr wanna lose u guys for sure.*muack*we went home ard 2am+.[--its time i move on--]

`appear:disappear

what the hell?wad u mean?obvious.shoo,shoo.go away.u know it.--thx.

i love u.love it.love every little thing u do.damn insignificant actions

but hurt me in gr8t way.thx dude!thx babe.seriously.-let me get over it.

nth serious but i cant get over it.heal over the holidays,or let the wound swell?

anyway,dun wanna spoil ppl's mood reaading my blog.

thx for reading!without u guys reading,i dunno why i write leh~haha.

wanna thank a few ppl.Fuastine.Krystle.WeiZhong.Angeline

u guys care.really.better than lots of other fake monsters .

tried to do some maths qns with Sze Loon,Clement and Fish's help.

thz to all.i might get a few marks!better than nth!haha.

*sth extra.
do u see ppl go sch [TP] with short skirt and a tee shirt PLUS a flower pin above the ear?u guys get the picture? like those hawaiian gal..i juz saw 1 standing outside eng sch.all of laugh.Kelvin say she "Hua Chi"-bua haha..so funnie bcoz i thot of that too when he said that!kaoz!

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i am still having bad mood bcoz,things have nt changed even though everything has been made clear.so tired after helping mydad.wanted to leave the shop early.but dragged till very late,might as well come home wif dad.den i dropprd the idea of studying.tml having maths quiz.i din study.nt gonna study much.my mood has been spoil after everything has happen.when i reach home,i juz drop my bag and head straight to my rm,lie down and hug my bloster.i started crying.i dunno why.no idea.maybe i am juz tired.maybe juz too stress.maybe i had nvr cried for a long time.i need frnds.their accompany.i have to be frank here.it my blog anyway.i hate the sch enviroment.i dun have real frnds.i hate i hate i really do.i am so i tired.fuck off.dun read my blog.i hope ppl stop visiting.coz the more i write the more i reveal.the more ppl will hate me for who i really am.by the way.i am nt who i am.

looks can be deciving!

`ms

ms is nt MISS...is mood swing.thats wad i am experiencing nw.thx huiping for forgiving me.i know i abit fast at my words and they do hurt.many had told me off for that,but i dun seems to change.juz felt that if i dun feel anything to you,i wun even care to speak to you.so ...i admit it was my fault.thx.

other than this, i dunno wad else to write,but jus so damn foul mood nw.

sorry for spoiling yr mood reading this entry.

edited from here onwards.------
i read yr entry again.again and again.i dunno why i kind of affected by the entry.it spoils my mood to see the FACTS abt me being such a brainless robot.speak without thinking.but when i look again.the WHOLE entry is abt me.who has the ability to do that?haha.sort of 'an wei' myself.so i was telling myself,if you dun treat me as a frnd,u wun even be angry with me.thank god.haha.or do i stand a place higher than a friend?

`shoppin

woke up early and met JAMES at Tampines and went for K-Box.duh~so many gd singers there,wah piang.really go there sia suae.but at least i noe i am nt gd at singing.then we went off to Tm 1st.wanna look for kry,but din see her.so went off to bugis ard 2.40.then when we reach,damn lots of ppl.bought a pair of jeans,two top,and a bag.thx James,for following me all the way.we even went to eat tang yuan and drink soya milk.before i forget,have to thank hui ping for doing so much for me.reserving the shirt and i did go and get it -buahaha... ...so ltr went to suntec alone.wah damn big.cb,i had to admit its my first visit after it opened frm dunno when...walked for so long.damn.den met sean at PS.din manage to find the Hp accessories.-the mahjon tiles one.but i gt my nike shirt.had to go Hereen to get another one for dom.wah...tired leh~..but okay lah~for frnd mmah~we walked and shop..untill we meet up with those bitchy gals going to MOS wif him.damn funnie..celestine...haha..unbutton her pants...wahh dunwann elaborate it here.obscene.then i went off after that.thats all.

`the outing

we din really go for wad special outing.[i mean my poly cls]but..it was fun.we went to bugis to spot our new yr clothes.instead of ney yrs clothes,i saw two bags that i love very much.gonna buy ltr,i guess.and that nike shirt.i have to clarrify that ltr did i realise that the coupon i had can oni used at hereen,suntec and PS.sorri, dom... we all shop,i went to find the HP accessories for mahjong kahkis...found all 'Zhong' tile oni.so din buy.kit did buy a few shirt,den shao wei wanna buy dye for his hair.no hair lei~dye yr scalp?then james was saying that he need golves oso,ask him buy condoms..ahah need to use 10 leh~haha.we saw HUI PING at nike shop.she was like so pai seh~wth~nvm de wad.u can come and serve us mah~...*poor service.haha.

bocz of going with them in the afternoon,i had to help dad at evening.Then when sean jio me to movies,i bo bian.haiz..sorri~...

`projects overwhelm

these few day i was tortured by the projects dealines and since i had some spare time,i came blogging.terror.dun wanna say that Java is one big shyt that many can handle,neither can i.soon,PRESENTATIONS are coming up before and after new year.juz when u guys think that i am gd at that,the pressure piles on top of it.

dun wanna say that yanzi concert was superb and splendid and i gt know of a bunch of yz siao kia.haha.those enthu ah siao.guard at indoor stadium asked them to sit dwn,they hiew lan!woohoo.hahawe kept jumping,dancing to the beat.singing along.yz was beautiful.i know many dun think that way,coz her face.but her smile was killer.muack~

i juz realise that if yr frnd spends time wif u and u din write it in yr blog and wrote stuff abt other frnd instead,is abit hurt.i am hurt.

*bulletin news
-had a IFCPROJECT makeup lec bcoz the WHOLE cls PON TANG!-bleah`
-had nt been able to keep my promise of nt being late.
-open house for TP starts tml-maybe nt participating.

taken at YZ concert-ZOE TAY!

did i`

did i mention abt term test?i pass all of them, i did nt disappoint myself.

did i mention that i like yanzi's song and her smlie?she's my diva;at least until darling appears.

did i mention that yanzi concert is tml?and i am going?-i gonna scream and sing whole nite long.

did i mention that my IFC project is improving fast and i love my grp members?-they Do wrk!

did i mention that i envy sean when his frnds wld surprise him on his bd?-many queued to celebrate for him.

did i mention that i love krytle,sean and weizhong?-buddies!!

did i mention that i keep teasing huiping?-we r nt enemies,juz that she's FUN to be teased.

did i mention that the music has been taken off my web?-start to get tired to it.

did i mention that i still love rain although it has been raining for days and it irritates me?

did i mention that the relationship btwn the cls n i has drew nearer?-at least tats wad i felt.

did i mention that she's trying to hint me sth?-or was it my hallucination?

did i mention that hinting is as gd as telling?

did i mention that the hinting is too gd to be true?

did i mention that i wld love to accept her LOVE?-if its true.

did i mention that i am dying to be loved?<-slutty barstard.

`new year + will @ TP

Juz before i forget,last yr juz went to SC center wif my family.we were planning for snow
city,but there was a huge crowd there! wah piang ..wanna tear down the walls arh!those ppl!den my youngest sis was so SIAN 1/2..coz she was so excited to go snow city..haha...so funnie,we kept teasing her.then..SC centre nt bah lah..but i hate reading all those chiem chiem de info.damn confusing...

then as for NEW Yr countdown,i spent it with poly frndz.Hui Ping,Adeline,James,Jason,Shao Wei and i went to marina south for dinner.they waited for me...nw we had a joke.Those fly aeroplanes one, we call them pliot and if late..thats flight delayed...then if nt coming is flight cancelled.haha.last yr,i've been pliot once and delayed the flight too...this yr i will try nt to delay and dun be pliot.after we had our steamboat feast and a jug of beer,which i drank oni 1/2 glass.haha. we went down to esplanade to WAIT for the fireworks..but worth the wait..is damn nice-always so interesting.i wish if i had the money and that chance,i will book a hotel room at oriental at the esplanade.Darling and i will watch fireworks together.so sweet.wah.think too much.dun have darling yet,much less the money.last yr i had clearifed my doubts over love life.its juz my desire to fall in love made me think that she is interested.she's juz being friendly to all.i guess i should bring a water pipe with me all day long.to keep it spraying on my head.to keep my mind clear.the urge to fall in love is back.

there's this event on 06 and 07/01/06 at TP.Dr william tan is setting a new record.and TP students oso.anyway,i ran 34 laps ,and i am proud of myself.thats nt my limit yet.i will go on.Cheers to DR Tan!