it's kinda fun ...we were dressed in our best..[some dint]...n we had fun we had joy...soon everything ended...you are beautiful...i like yr dress...i keep praising it...[maybe u din noe]...we walked for a while before taking the cab...bt u r nt on mine...someone was with you...well, i guess it is obvious that who am i refering to rite?those whom took cab with me should know...i din noe that u n him were back again...it saddens me...on the way back home i felt cold...fever gt more serious...i get myself in bed bt how i wished that someone was there for me...frankly speaking i dunno if i would treat u well...maybe even worse than him...bt no matter what happens...we are still friends...will be....thats a promise...n i will never forget u... ... ... ...

Hmm...gt up early today at 8am to meet ester at the mrt station just to take the $50 from her...i thot it was gd to make me wake up this early...otherwise i will slp till probably 10am...later sat my dad's car to heartland...meet up with eugene n gregory...bought the food stuffs for camp...was'nt much actually...shld'nt haf ask three of us...den helped my dad at the stall till my sis came...mean while dad went off to hosp. to visit my ---what shld i call her?[dad's sis]...she gt dengie fever[dunno how 2 spell]...wha...heard from my dad that the fever had gone down a bit...so still ok...then heard that actually on mondae my aunt slp already but won't wake up...lyk coma lyk that...i was so surprised...i didnt noe all that...den he say she was ok...no big deal ...but what's wrong with her i am still figuring out...So just to comment that life is weak n fragile...who noes?maybe i won't wake up too...?...live your day to the fullest today n stop having regrets...


I took money from my dad n bought the shoes i mentioned earlier at $59.90...N i saw ah pao in the outlet...[sportslink]...he dun wanna serve me leh...den dun wave to me or anything lyk that...so cold,as if we dunno each other...haiz...sad sia...There's so many things coming up...even when i haven really finish my exams...camp...prom...coffee stall help-out...majong sessions...these few is juz enough to make my head swell to the size of the globe...but at least i gt somethings to fiddle abt...N yah!...camp gt campfire...n i m MC wif eugene...although nth big deal and does nt involve other ppl other than we [scouts] but due to the missing action to previous camps...i had totally no idea whats going to happen n what am i suppose to do... eugene made it sound so easy...n the fact is he always does that...the truth is that even himself is also wondering...i'll be frank here...nth to hide...He had always been so ...well i shld sae gt leadership...everything he deals with is lyk easy pie to him...n that's what he saes...but till the end...everything is nothing...that's his character n i cant change that...i m feeling pressurised to tag team with him...n that the truth...that's how i fell...i try to ignore that but...sorry i cant...I could oni sae that i wld pray hard on the camp to go on smoothly n without any serious error made...we are all humans...we do make silly mistakes...accept that fact...we need ppl to forgive us...


That's All Folks...It Pretty Long...Hope U All Had Enjoyed That!~

I woke up late todae and slagged for quite a long time...do up my blog a bit n visited mtv asia webbie...VOTE for YANZI ok?http://www.mtvasiaawards.com/Singapore/Nominees/Singapore.html
wanted to go for a swim but no one wans to go wif me so i stay at home and did some washing.I washed my clothes and blanket +bedsheet...wow! the weather was so hot that all my wet laundry had dried...yesh!
Saw Singapore idol n felt that Sly din perform really well...Taufik was betta...hmm...who noe which of them will be out?
This reminds me of the fame that ppl are crazely chasing for...well it get us no where~...there is a song that sang sth abt being famous...i agree...ppl who gt famous din had the power to cotrol their own time n had to follow the planned timetable...it's pretty sad...when u r famous,ppl thinks that u r cocky and a hard catch...why?Aniwae dun let yrself fall into the trap that was layed ...won't u be silly to fall for it?
Thot of my mum...she nagged at me todae...her stocks fell and was in a bad mood...no one asks her to save ani money for us...she did it willingly n in search of that,she wanted us to have more...thats why she gt into stocks...but i couldnt feel that kind of love she was giving...money?I can earn it when i am old enough...need not live on yr money...what i needed most is love...when i was young...i alwaes thot that why did i had such a family...so uncaring and my mum was always suspecting thing from no where...haiz...life was miserable...i did nt haf a cheerful kind of childhood...kind of torture...den even till now she wld still do that suspecting stuff and expect us to agree to what she saes"the world is dark and biased,not many can be believed."What's that?huh?she has been talking to me all abt this and that...she doesnt trust my dad...believing he has a dozen "small wives" out dere and could even sometimes suspect us of stealing har money,helping outsiders to cheat her money or things lyk that...could we be happy?It's lucky that my dad noes how to take them lightly...but these daes its getting on his nerves...well i could juz sae...why do both of you had to marry in the 1st place?den now let us live in misery...why? Humasn grew older to be more foolish?why dont they solve their misunderstandings?stubborn?Must be...Both 'Gemini'....haiz...remember the commercial on a car.."ppl should spend their first year resting...den work n in their prime...drive the car..."I think that too...they are getting more idiot day by day...i cant stand them...shame on them...yucks...!

Yesterday took the geog paper and i realised that the topics that i had studied were relatively easy...[manufacturing and enviromental]...that was something worth rejoycing for...Saw the news on Billy's operation...gruesome...but i am sure that alot of aunties were concerned about his condition...so the reporters wrote slighly serious...and the sales went up...kind of cheating isn't it? but that's what life's lyk.

Huang na gal thingy wasnt over yet...when she died n body was recovered...many showered love and concern...now after she had been settled,those idiot singaporeans wants to know that how much had the parents got from the donations[Bai Jing] during the funeral...is'nt this idiotic?If you all are unwilling to donate,dun give!Now that all of you want the amt collected to be known...What for?Strange but true isn't it?

A kind of rice would feed a thousand kind and types of people with a million kind of personality...

My dad wanted to watch 'The Shutter'...do u find it strange?Do your dad mention any movie and watches it with you?My did!

I saw a pair of Puma sport shoes while window shopping at Heartland Mall[Sportslink]...i dun dare buy too expensive kind coz my dad will nag,it his hard earned money after all...I know that the model has been quite a time already,thats why its on offer[$59.90]...But i lyk that shoe...so i think i will go ahead and persuade my dad...Hehe...

Went over Jean Yip and saw Male Hair Cut + Restyling...$30...not really expensive but will restyle to what extend i would want to know...i am not cutting my hair these few weeks in order to allow the hair stylist to provide me with a nice final hairdo w/o restriction...

But remember,Dun laugh at those who made silly mistakes but those silly whom refused to admit their errors...i did ! Did U Admit?

P.S :Mickey Mouse 76th Happy Birthday ~~![Bet U Didn't Know]